"caaaantale- caaaantale!"
llamame por favor im dying!!!
"JJJJorge"
please put a smile on my face, u used to be good at it!
"I hate you"
you are fucking killing me softly, cant stand it!
"whats good"
im good!, for you!, for a lot of ppl that want me but i dont!
"ewwwwww"
muuuuuuuuuakk! why ur ignoring me like that... im dying!!!!!
"sandrra del cashtillo"
im begging you to beg me and give it a last shot!
"i hope u die in your sleep"
i still have hope, for us, for this, i have waited way too long!
"mudafaka"
what am i supposed to do without you?
"voce e gay"
who am i gonna say good night every night?? i dont want my singleness anymore you can take it away from me!

llama por favor
llamame
texteame
esta vez respondo en one
no more games
no more issues
im ready
im open
i wanna let you in
this is my heart
u can have it
dont deny it
theres something big coming
i do fucking miss you
so much
so hard
so deep inside


ps. i miss your dad as well.. lmao

its only been a day or so
that i dont hear your voice
a week and a day
that i dont see your face
and its starting to be fatal
i dont see myself hanging in a corner on my own
i cant imagine hows gonna be like go to bed before telling you good night
but i cant take all ur bullshit
i cant keep up with you
ur mean
u hurt
u dont give a shit
i certainly do,
and im sorry mister
im perhaps prouder than you
im probably more high maintenance that ud think
i just cant agree with ur behavior
walking away from me
ignoring my calls
laughing at me like its so fun
im cooler than you
stronger might not
but im still breathing and as long as i keep doing it
ill fins my way
with or without you mudafaka!

be mine <3

u must know
theres not in between
you either break my heart or become my boyfriend
but u must know
im tired of trying
this time im making my own rules
u either follow them or quit the game
but u must know
u could break me
inside and out
u got me by the neck
i cant escape now
u either save me or let me die
love me so i can
show me what is like
been loved and give it
no i cant help it now
u already got me by the heart
if u played me id hate you
if i loved you ull love me
but u should now by now
its either ull break my heart
or become mine

i cant deny whats in undeniable
i still have feeling for you
and have thoughts of a future together
but that will change eventually
im up to good now
no more faking no more questioning others
this is how ill be now
my real self
life is too good like to be worrying about past
too much to do like to regret what we couldnt do bedore
start now, regret never
its better to try and fail than failing at trying
my heart is finally open up
my wings are spreading to let people see what they couldnt before
i have so much inside to discover
the emptyness wont take over anymore
these dark clouds are falling down
and life is too awesome like to waste it
im here today because im meant to be
single and ready to mingle cuz thats the way
im supposed to learn from others
i got the best part of you
while you had my worst
i can help smiling and laughing by myself
this was way too dramatic
that it covered my body with sand
im getting out from the black hole
im waking up when is time to sleep for others
dont come get me
cuz i wont be back
im going away and not turning back

tu lo sabias
te dije que me dejaras sola
y asi lo hiciste
me dejaste ir y asi son las cosas
no me sigas
que no se cual es mi camino
no me digas que hacer
porque hare lo contrario
te has ido
y estoy mas sola que nunca
la confusion no se logra ir del todo
se que manana o pronto te vere
feliz de la mano de alguien mas
pretendere que no me afecta
actuare como si soy la mas feliz
de verte con alguien
de aun seguir soltera porq asi me gusta
y no trates de indagar mas alla de eso
porque me podrias hacer llorar
mi independencia lo es todo
estoy cubierta con plumas
son tan suaves
que si soplas veras el corazon sangriento
no te acerques mucho
porque a veces muerdo
vete
no me hables
no me escribas
yo esoty como aparento
feliz y viviendo la vida
mi sonrisa de vacia
y mis ojos no ven nada
dale la vuelta
tratare de pasar por de sapercivida
mientras mas cercano estas
mas arañas mis heridas frescas
te dare mi mejor sonrisa
nunca notaras mis verdaderas emociones
no te enteraras de como se siente no ser correspondida
me dejaste ir porq no te importe lo suficiente
me dejaste ir porque te lo pedi
y no te pesa
sola y sin final feliz una vez mas
me alejo para siempre
no volteare para despedirme
no me veras
no me notaras
ya me fui

so now you are back
after finally realising that u couldnt do better than this
so you think thats gonna make me happy
thats right
im happy u are actually seing what u wont have
what u missed
what it was
because i thougth we were there together
i thought u were jumping if i was
i got screwed
you got me bad

so if you think im gonna go running after you
now that ur back
ur wrong
i did move on
ive found myself more exciting without you
im enjoying life my way like i always did
im sorry now that ur gonna miss this
it s ur loss
all what you could have and let go
im awake and gone now

i do, i dont

i do like you
i dont see us together
i do listen every word u say
i dont care
i do feel theres something going on
i dont wanna let you go
......