forcing myself to sleep because i can't get you out of my mind and you are haunting me like a lost soul like you were trying to say something to me too but you don't speak up you are as afraid as me or maybe thats what i want to believe so you don't hurt as much i kept myself quiet and i have waited but i don't know how much more i could wait i am dying inside i want to be loved but only by you be strong? for what? so i can keep myself together? for what? so you can tell me i look good? i don't need to look good if you are not watching me like two lost souls we will find each other i hope not to far from now