Sunday, February 24, 2008

rock and roll baby

im not scared
theres nothing to fear if i have my whole humanity against everything i dont accept as a credo
and yeah
today i woke up really late after a night out
that ended after 4 shots, 2 drinks, 2 bottles of champagne and 1 corona...
rock and roll baby!
at this point im careless about everything
included my health
alcohol makes it easy
i swear
the last thing i thought i was going to do today
it was to quit my job
but shit happens
and today another more did happen
fuck!
im an unemployed now,
so what?
not the first time
nothing really happened
but if theres something i cannot stand is drama
im too old for that bullshit
i love drama
to be seen at the movies or on tv
not in my normal, regular and simple life really
and everythings just okay
i quit
and im not going back
tomorrow im gonna make sure that at least i will get something i feel comfortable with
something which requires creativity and own decisions
the rest is bullcrap
nothing really happened
but i quit my job because if i cant deal with stuff that around me
i juts give up
certain things or people
cannot change juts because i disagree with them
and yeah
its me
but it is me pushing someone to stop being a freaking closed-minded southern old fashioned piece of nothing
and seriously i gave up
today
and have no regrets
some people are meant to be friends and thats it
something beyond that could ruin the relationship between them
because when you have a friend you take the person as it is
but when you have to deal with the same person as a partner or work together
if both dont share ideas and point of view
that wouldnt work never
so its better to keep it cool
and stay where i am
no hard feelings
no apologies
it is just what it is
and this time it is what it seems
fiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiireeeeeeeeeeeeee
rock and roll babe
life goes on
im invulnerable and super powerful
i dont really care what somebody else has to say about it
im happy with what ive done
and im not going to look back
im young
lifes starting to happen
my life is awaking still
everything is meant to be
even if i break sometimes
im always strong enough to stand up
and tell you in your face whats in my mind
if you dont like it, leave alone then
rock on!
i can feel the butterflies in my stomach
tomorrow will be
tomorrow im rocking the world
or at least my world!