Sunday, October 18, 2009

"caaaantale- caaaantale!"
llamame por favor im dying!!!
"JJJJorge"
please put a smile on my face, u used to be good at it!
"I hate you"
you are fucking killing me softly, cant stand it!
"whats good"
im good!, for you!, for a lot of ppl that want me but i dont!
"ewwwwww"
muuuuuuuuuakk! why ur ignoring me like that... im dying!!!!!
"sandrra del cashtillo"
im begging you to beg me and give it a last shot!
"i hope u die in your sleep"
i still have hope, for us, for this, i have waited way too long!
"mudafaka"
what am i supposed to do without you?
"voce e gay"
who am i gonna say good night every night?? i dont want my singleness anymore you can take it away from me!

llama por favor
llamame
texteame
esta vez respondo en one
no more games
no more issues
im ready
im open
i wanna let you in
this is my heart
u can have it
dont deny it
theres something big coming
i do fucking miss you
so much
so hard
so deep inside


ps. i miss your dad as well.. lmao

Saturday, October 17, 2009

its only been a day or so
that i dont hear your voice
a week and a day
that i dont see your face
and its starting to be fatal
i dont see myself hanging in a corner on my own
i cant imagine hows gonna be like go to bed before telling you good night
but i cant take all ur bullshit
i cant keep up with you
ur mean
u hurt
u dont give a shit
i certainly do,
and im sorry mister
im perhaps prouder than you
im probably more high maintenance that ud think
i just cant agree with ur behavior
walking away from me
ignoring my calls
laughing at me like its so fun
im cooler than you
stronger might not
but im still breathing and as long as i keep doing it
ill fins my way
with or without you mudafaka!

Friday, October 2, 2009

be mine <3

u must know
theres not in between
you either break my heart or become my boyfriend
but u must know
im tired of trying
this time im making my own rules
u either follow them or quit the game
but u must know
u could break me
inside and out
u got me by the neck
i cant escape now
u either save me or let me die
love me so i can
show me what is like
been loved and give it
no i cant help it now
u already got me by the heart
if u played me id hate you
if i loved you ull love me
but u should now by now
its either ull break my heart
or become mine