Sunday, November 4, 2012

forcing myself to sleep because i can't get you out of my mind and you are haunting me like a lost soul like you were trying to say something to me too but you don't speak up you are as afraid as me or maybe thats what i want to believe so you don't hurt as much i kept myself quiet and i have waited but i don't know how much more i could wait i am dying inside i want to be loved but only by you be strong? for what? so i can keep myself together? for what? so you can tell me i look good? i don't need to look good if you are not watching me like two lost souls we will find each other i hope not to far from now

Monday, June 11, 2012

get out of my head it was only a game but following the rules is not as easy as i thought it could be it was supposed to be a great weekend which it was but got me a bittersweet end if that was the end id love to see you again but that wasn't the plan i never stick to my promises summer summer summer bring me more and more so i can't think less and less! sight!