i do, i dont

i do like you
i dont see us together
i do listen every word u say
i dont care
i do feel theres something going on
i dont wanna let you go
......

i do, i dont

its been crazy!
these two past weeks ive been doing a lot of catching up
with myself and old life
that, perhaps i didnt miss that much like i thought
i had, yes, some affairs to take care before i could go on
and right now theres nothing more than thankfulness and clearing in my mind
im starting to grow up, finally!
fear is a word my personal dictionary doesnt have
i might hurt some
maybe one or a couple of people
but its part of reaching my dreams
and i have to let go a lot of the old me
im so happy this stupid crazy shit is happening to me
cuz seriously!
ive grown
ive walked the first half of this path i decided to take
no hard feelings
no more drama
baby, you know i like you big time
but im going down
and havent resolved some personal matters still
just wanna hold you til the day is over
and before the sun comes out
ill be gone for good
your damn own good
this is business now
real life
putting aside my thoughts and feelings
to show you nothing but my hard self
my no -heart- no -love -to -give side
if u are still down
welcome to my new life