im fucking high school! what the fuck are you?

I cant look at you anymore
we wont cross paths
we wont kiss in the mouth
we wont dream about love
it was maybe something i did
or something you couldnt do
but its over
and i respect that
and i hate myself for not being able to get you
ill wish you luck
NY is not the right city to find what i thought i could look for there
neither to give it
its cool
im cold now
ive seen it all
all i expected from you
you are there
too bad that its not for me
ill get over it
you wont care
nothing will change
maybe our souls
for different people
in different places
with smiley faces to pretend nothing happend
and nothing will
it was maybe someting i said
or something u didnt
but its cool
my heart cooled down already
i have no feelings for you any longer than this
it was maybe something wasnt supposed to happen
or u didnt mean to make it happen
my heart got hard
its frozen again